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Sunday, January 29th, 2006
10:18 pm
its the exact same thing. all over again.
Monday, September 19th, 2005
10:56 pm
sunday morning was not any different. except there are tears in the ice at work.
Saturday, April 30th, 2005
1:04 pm

Thursday me and mark took a road trip up to big bear to fix a really old ticket. i wore flip flops and it snowed. we were so excited. the court didnt open till 4:30 so we got a cheep hotel room that turned out to have a hottub in it. so we sat in the bubbles and watched the snow and mtv all day. it was fucking awesome. then we ate at a chinese food buffet (and made out tummys hurt) and on the way down the mountian it was so foggy we couldnt see in front of us, but i was more scared about something jumping out of the woods/fog then falling off a clif cuz' i trust mark. it was one of the best days eva!

last night was this guy matts birthday. hes not my favorite person but i went to his party anyways. it was in a hotel right off the beach, when you stood on the balcony, you could hear the waves. there was a big mirror and a rolled up 1$bill on the bed(you get what i mean?) so everyone was talking a lot, and telling old stories swearing they were there. i decided im going to UCLA not SFState. i dont think i could leave Venice, except for Italy



Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
12:58 pm
i used to think high school was the best times of out lives (because of how fun rebellion is) but i have changed mmy mind. now we have gotten through the silly phases and now we can discuss the sexdrugsrock&roll over joints and cosmos in the cluttered living rooms of out very own apartments.
is it just me or are our lives wonderful and magical and full of love. ?
oh since my roomates are on my top 10 most beautiful we dedicated a whole wall to the ugliest most embarassing pictures of ourselves and the other dozen people who "live" there but dont pay rent. it is really quite ugly.

well now i must get home to my NEW KITTEN. yes he is all black and six weeks old. and although we dont have the bond that little cat and i had i am already in love with him. mark got him for me (valentines day gift)best boyfriend EVER!

....and sorry to say. R.I.P Little Cat and R.I.P Danny Graham. two wonderful sould taken too soon.
Friday, January 21st, 2005
6:12 pm
call my cell if you want to visit my new appartment
Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
1:25 pm
my little cat is veryvery sick adn i think thats super fucking LAME!!!!
Thursday, December 16th, 2004
11:05 am

i finished all my finals. indoe is in jail, and i love him. my boyfriend brought me cheesecake last night, that he made himself.
really i wish we were all toddlers again. not even being able to speak.



Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
9:55 am
topday i feel like i watched a lot of movies last night. i mean dream-wise.
i miss Indoe a lot, but so does everyone.
2 finals down, 2 to go.
i think i sleepwalk
Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
11:44 am
Sing this song as loud as you can. Scream it.

Every time that I look in the mirror
All these lines on my face getting clearer
The past is gone
It went by like dusk to dawn
Isn't that the way
Everybody's got their dues in life to pay

I know nobody knows
Where it comes and where it goes
I know it's everybody's sin
You got to lose to know how to win

Half my life's in books' written pages
Live and learn from fools and from sages
You know it's true
All the things come back to you

Sing with me sing for the years
Sing for the laughter and sing for the tears
Sing with me if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you away

Sing with me sing for my year
Sing for my laughter and sing for my tear
Sing with me if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you away

Dream on dream on dream on
Dream yourself a dream come true
Dream on dream on dream on
Dream until your dream comes true
Dream on dream on dream on dream on
Dream on dream on dream on yeah

Sing with me sing for my year
Sing for my laughter and sing for my tear
Sing with me if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you away

Sing with me sing for my year
Sing for my laughter and sing for my tear
Sing with me if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you away
Friday, November 19th, 2004
7:46 pm
i know i have no right to..

Merci Genaeve. Thank you for the revolution.

your spirit will live on

Sunday, October 3rd, 2004
8:42 pm
my mod swings do not bother me anymore. its ok that when i feel sad i feel it deep and fully like the ocean at night. and i like feeling like a puppy when i am happy. i like not being able to stop.
Sunday, September 12th, 2004
9:35 pm
the government is being a bitch
i got a post card in the mail friday telling me that i may owe school 8$ more per unit(thanks to swartsnager-i dont care if i spelled your name right-for getting the budget in on time and telling me 2 weeks after classes have started!) so i go to the website and i owe school $88. now this may not sound like too much, certainly not much to the president or vice president, or kerry, or edwards or powell(i dont care if i spelled andy of your names right) but to me $88 bucks is a lot. especially since all my financial help for school has already been spent (not that i am bitter about Megan, she deserves my parents $ more than me, and not that they dont help, its just reality, twins are hard to send to college at the same time.)
so i am just wondering dear leaders, couldnt you find a different place to cut back. and no i am not talking about cutting out more arts from public schools, or closing more free clinics, where did you ge the money to advertise for your campaigns? where did you getthe money to buy yourself out of war and into an ivy league school? where did you get the money to blow up Iraq? cant we use some of that? cant we make another terminator aand give all the profits to amnesty international, or do you not have enough? i bet some ketchup profits would buy some teacher new classroom supplys.
so ill live having to pay 88 more $, ill just be pissed abut it for a week until i get my paycheck. but politicians im sure you could spare it, so..can i borrow some $? ACTUALLY can my buddie eddie borrow some(no waite, he dosent need to, you cut his major and he joined the army with no other options.) can my buddie Kyle borrow some? he really needs it, he had to drop out of USC because it cost too much, and can only afford one class a time at SMC. but i guess you like ignorance.
i dont want bush in the white house any more, i dont want kerry to win. i dont want to live in a country where we vote on the person who only sucks like 70% as opposed to 99%. i want a president who has some idea of what he is in charge of. they would know the war on drugs is useless, and the prison system is a joke. someone who values education(real, not bought!) and dosent want to kill the environment. i want someone ANYONE who knows war is HYPOCRITICAL! and USELESS! and RIDICULOUS! why did you attack us, what can we do better? FUCK!!!!!
now dont get me wrong, i am all for democracy, and i think we do have a wonderful country but its going to hell..fast.

*sorry for all the spelling mistakes, whatever*
Friday, July 30th, 2004
1:57 am
i dont know why i am still up but...i saw a girl today with wings tattooed on her back and i was like hey! were pixies!
hers were a little smaller than mine and they were blue but they was so cute, and so was she!
12:11 am
haha i got all the classes i wanted!
Pol Sci 8:00-9:20
HIst 11(world) 9:30-10:50
Speech 1 12:45-2:05
Dance27(brazilian) 1:15-3:30

i know thers a big gap between history and speech but it will be good. i will be forced to sit and study, unless i run into someone i know, and yea that never happens.
and dance is in the middle of the day, wich will be weird but it will keep me from working in the mornings and i will get to sleep in. plus its so much fun. its the only thing that has ever made me feel good about my big ass.
beach tomm, i need a tan if iam gonna get this guy at work, reggie to ask me out. haha.

Current Mood: happy
Sunday, July 4th, 2004
7:29 pm
Marriage is love.
Friday, May 28th, 2004
2:27 pm
ahh i am so frustraited. i cant write this essay. i cant define my ethnic identity. i do not have one. but it is not turning our right. i am just white, and mabye that is why i dont see myself ethnically. but its not like i am ignorant. i am very aware of raceiasm in the past present and i know its gonna be here in the feuture. but still. i want to write on why race doesent exist for me. but i dont know how to do it without sounding like and idiot. and my ethnicity? we dont have traditions we dont even have a religion. this is hard. thios is dumb. i need to take my head out of the clouds. were not gonna live in a colorless world. i wonder if people say race in The Giver. remember that book from like 8th grade? only the little kid could see color. hmmmmmm
Monday, April 12th, 2004
12:17 pm
haha jorge took me out to dinner.last night i fley in my dream, but it was a bad dream. midterms are over! spring break!

Current Mood: nothing
Thursday, March 25th, 2004
12:41 pm

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its the first sunny day all week. so far the two hours i have been awake have lasted a long time.

Current Mood: happy
Sunday, March 7th, 2004
7:54 pm
"so please forgive what i have done no you cant stay mad at the setting sun"..no lies just love..
i am so tired and stressed  but i am happier then i have ever been before. i am working hard for what i have, i am becomming much more independent from everyone, financhally and emotionally. the things surrounding me are mine, i earned them. songs dont remind me of feelings and make me miss people, they make me think of something in the past that added to who i am.  i feel clear. i feel ballanced.  mabye not dreaming so much is better, it makes me more realistic. i still feel young but not immature. people dont believe i am 18 once they talk to me. theres war in the middle east and the president of  Haiti  is gone and our president is an embarrasment to the word american, but i am content in knowing more history then him. and i am content in knowing that the people i love will change the world. weathr they become president or writers or journalists or ministers or just inspirations to eachother-i know you will make this place better, i dont think you can be alive and not. i am strong and i will make it.  for once believe in myself. i am going to bed now cuz if i dont get some sleep i will miss class tomorrow. goodnight my babes. lest hope that during the night the republicans ad the anti abortionists/anti-gays and pro war power/money hungry people get lost in the desert and live their happy lives out without causing destruction..

Current Mood: iwanttofreezehowmyheartfeels
Sunday, January 18th, 2004
10:13 pm

this made me miss megan.

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